JESSLYN !

Thursday, August 21, 2008 - 4:53 PM

Today,
Everything was the same,i felt super alone.
To me like no one cares for me,i am always alone..
I was always left out,but nevermind i am used to it already..
This year was really special,i really have to spent my birthday alone..
It is all destined....
Lets not talk about this,actually today in class i was quite happy.Cause my classmate actually talk to me about my birthday.But it wasn't really great cause those people who i wish they could care for me didn't even bother to care or even talk to me about it.But nevermind maybe they wasn't in their best of mood today so didn't have the extra time to care about me.Yes,they must have their reasons..Today after school i was suppose to take my History test cause i didn't take that time.But when i went to find Mr Saravanan,he told me to take it tomorrow cause he is going to 2E1 for supplementary.Waited with Melodie for QI to take her english test.Qi ask me to the bazaar to help her buy her chocolate.But i went there didn't see any chocolate so i bought hello panda..She look very serious when she doing her test.Ate about 2 third of my sweets and gave the rest to Qi..She said her standard line," You on diet arh! ",than i gave her a smile and said yes.After a while,went down with Melodie to buy food.Walk around downstairs and saw May,they brought corn and drinks and we sat down in the canteen.Qi called Melodie and tell her she was done with her test so Melodie told her to come down.Her hand was like going to break because my bag was very heavy.Sat down and have a rest.I felt i did something wrong,which is telling Qi i don'y want to help her buy her bread.After that,didn't talk much.Got my tie back from Melodie at the school gate and she seems fustrated with me.But neermind,it was also not the first time she got fustrated because of me.I seems like a pro in making her fustrated.I really don't want this.Maybe it is really all destined.While walking to the bus-stop.May and Qi was talking and i was walking behind them,wish that i could know what they were talking about but i just can't.When at bus-stop,it was super quiet.When at bus also super quiet,didn't dare to talk cause scared later make Qi fustrated.Reach the bus-stop and say goodbye to Qi.When reach home,Mum say i was early today.i was like when i come home late,she will nag but when i come home early,she will ask a lot of question,which make me don't know what to do.Overall,today the day wasn't quite bad after all..
Shall ends here.